Friendship

This is a blog that I would like to dedicate to just my friends :) Excluding my family,these ppl are also some of the most important ppl that is part of my life =)
First we all hv to thank you GOD who made our path crossed to meet each other ,agree ?I dunno bout u guys but to me HE is the one to thank the most. <3

First person on my list is Beh Beh,my 12 years best buddy =) Most of u noe her n would know she is my best friend:) she has always been there for me and the person that I will talk almost everything to.She is the light when I'm down.She is the girl that I grew up with since primary untill now,the person that knows me best is her besides my family la >.< She gets me that's y she is my best friend and also my best therapist in the world cuz I go to her when I'm going insane.She's my total angel.<3

The second person who knows me best is my 2nd godfather Peng Peng =) heheh... He gives me good advise and helps me through my toughest time whenever and wherever.He thinks very rasional and he is the knight that comes to pick me up when I fall down =)He is Also a very comforting person to be with XD But he is my best friend too and I've known him for 7 years now and he is family to me :)

Fatt Fatt and Sim :) Fatt is my pet brother and sim is my 3rd Godfather:) XD They are like the best ppl to have fun with:) Without them its just not the same because they bring laughther and fun in my life :) so thank you both for all the fun timesss^^ muz go more trips wit u all ~kekek

Shirly & Vivian tan , these two are my senior at work last time but now there still my seniors^^ hehe~ its not because they are older den me,its because they give advice at work and always help me a lot and hv fun wit :) so sad to hv to miss the thailand trip wit u guys :( but I love u guys^^

Maggie:)She is the most rasional thinkier of all and she and her darling makes me envy her for the sweetness they have. Hahah XD She also is the person that I tell my feeling to :) she gets it and she always pushes me hard enuh to wake up and start walking n nt gv up ^^

Swen <3 she is juz the sweetest girl plus very open minded (not 'that' type of open minded ) person.She has thought me how to be a happier person in life and how to let go things that are meant to let go:)She was also beside me at one of my times of trouble ,she stands up for her friends and she is a hard core girl~I admire her and her simple thoughts.Although I haven't know her for a long time but she just teaches me alot^^ hehehe..." Juek pai ye..." Hhaha XD

Neexxt is Renee :) She's a beautiful and successful girl.She is very modest and I dun know why would ppl nt like her.she too harrd not to love ^^ she is my best shopping buddy,my crying shoulder ,my very sweet companion in life <3She also has been there at my weakest moment in life and I thank her for that^^

Evie !<3 now this girl is my hardcore companion to go shishaa wit XD I was juz kidding bout tat but she is the best to go shishaa wit:) She has a same dream career as me ^^she is my big sista my family^^She comforts me a lot and has my back all times:)I appreciate her for being there for me just like family does^^

My newest member of family Cyrus dydy,my 4th Godfather :) Nw I haven't known him very long but he is just like family too^^He cares and shares a lot of his experiences inn life a lot and sometimes it teaches me things^^hehe...he brings me out a lot wit evie and also together wit his lovely partner which is my Godmother joanne^^She is also a very nice girl.They are my newest family added to my big big family tree^^There is alson wilson au which will nvr dare forget to mention,haha,he is my "jie fu"^^he teach me hw to shisha together wit dydy cyrus=) hahaah~

There is a person which played a very imporrtant part in my life and that is geoffrey(jeffz).Many of u might be strange of y I would hv anything to thank to him.well,he is a gud person and he thought me how to love myself and respect myself.He thought me how to grow up and make me realise a lot in life.His not all bad,I've wrongged him too and what we have been through is an experience in life that I would not skip because he thought me how to love.It was a bitter sweet time and without his part in my life I think I would not learn how to grow up.So,I do not hate him and he just like all of u,a family and friend =)

Next,Albee:) very recently met,she is hyper active and very noisy but she is she and I love that about her^^without her voice,the shop will be a bore^^heheh<3

I will not forget Chinn Thean,Larry Kum,Tan kian wee and bryant lee(1st godfather)=) They are my primary chen moh friends.I may not know much about them much butt they are my childhood friends and miss them all so so so much!Without them in class last time,it would have been super diff^^ They are the ppl I knew the longest in my life:)and I want to get to know them more and we're all grown up so we shud go out more often^^heheh

This is a very long list but there are more.those that I didn't mention,its not that I forgot u guys or anything ,u all are important to me so dun forget that^^
Without these ppl in my life,I won't be who I am today so I love all of them so much<3
If given a chance to change something in my life,I will not change because they are the ppl that make my life interesting^^My big big family tree^^ <3heheh...
PS : sorry for the super long blogging ... Heehehe

Happening nite .

Last nite after opera around 3 something I had an accident.Dun worry it is ntg minoR its juz a lil scar left at my cars butt~but I was scared cuz I crashed into a bmw and the driver happens to be an indian wit his indian fren~lucky my fren at tat time came n help me to setle~the guy juz wanted money n all n so in the end after 30mins debat,we went to balai polis n make report and tat guy juz took off when he heard we want to make report=.=dun understand wad wrong wit him but at last wit GOD's covering,its considered sttle for nw :)
The next thing is the guy (Alviss Kong) really jumped n died.I feel so sorry for him n I think it was childish of him at the same time.But he has the guts to suicide and not to live on.It is not my opinion to expreSs but juz want to wish him to rest in peace and may this not happen to another person. I hope non of my frens will do such thing.
RIP ALVISS KONG.
FIN

disaapointment

This month is suppose "the" month of the year for me.But becuz of my stupidity,I juz messed up my life once again =.= I missed out my interview for malaysian airlines all because I thought they would call instead of email~i didn't check my email~and I prayed to GOD for it n HE did response , just that I let it slipped out of my hand~So,I will have to wait the second interview which is I dunno when will that be.Nw,I dunno what is the next step I shud take~my career is hanging by a thread.I dunno what I path I shud take.so,this month,I plan to go pd with my frens on christmas week.I juz hoping to go cuz I wan n need it to get all this restlessness off.I cancelled my trip to thailand on jan instead I would go to another trip around jun or july~hmm~i just let myself down only~aizz~

Time is nt a fren

Time passes by so fast~in juz a while~its already december,every1 preparing christmas pressies n holidays n everrything.Suddenly everything pass so fast that I juz felt a waste of another year~aizz~
I hv career crisis,I'm waiting n waiting n hoping tat MAS will call me for interview and its nt called yet ~ TT^TT I dunno wad path shud I tk?I dunno wad GOD has laid out for me??its all according to his plan n I put my faith into HIM!
Anywayz,I feel kindda lonely n hv been a bit socially out~its like I dunno~work home work home den sometimes go for yam char~even I do not noe wad I shud do on my off day~i use to hv a bf to spend wit bt nw its like where do I find some1 ti spend wit~ughhh~its boring~
Moodddyyy TT^TT

closed chapter . Fin .

The most complicated n yet important chapter of my life has been closed and sealed.I hv found acceptance and closure,and I hv let it out of my grip.I feel free n totally light nw.I do not hold a grudge nor hate to him anymore.I hv found to accept of what it is left of both of us nw,n I feel totally free n light weight.This mEeting was awful but it has brought me to find my way out n let it go n to finally close n end this chapter of my life.I actually would like to thank him for it.If it isn't for him,I would not be hw I am today n I believe I will be more successfull den ever on my own from nw :)
I'm turning 20 next year and I only wan to focus on getting my shop open n earning my money.I require my full focus and also hard work.I want to make it to the top like every successful person has.
2 years to build my pavement to success.
A chapter ends but another new chapter begins.
Fin.

Peeps!!^^

Location : coco banana,sunway
Guest : evie , ck , rachel,wilson,n many more
Date : last nite <3

Heheh~last nite gathering with some of my old pals:)although the place sucks,which really was sucky~haha~but I had a great time wit them:)
I got an extra godfather last nite too~heheh~
Another thing is I met a guy and so coincidently his best fren is my fren,hahah...small world~
Had a very nice nite dancing my nite away wit my gurfrens^^heheh
Muax<3

Xoxo , tat all peeps!!<3

BlogZ...

I am too free now....its like soo nothing to do which means low income... =(
I hv finally fallen sick nw...feels so so san fuuuu =( wuwuwu, wan to cry .... oulnt get any nice sleep yesterday....i woke up den slp den wake again den slp...
Anyway,i feel so wea these few days....got to admit,m body is feeling like a 50 year old rather den a 19 year old ><
Wad special today??? wellli hv failed my conquest to not think bout relationships....yeayea,its hard but i got through it so ntg special bout it...
Anyway,next month is christmas monthCannot waitttttt !!!!!!