The truth always hurts bcuz its reality

It nvr occur to me of how much I did love him.Not even when I was with him,not even when I was close to him or even when we made out or love.But I doubt he ever has this strong feeling as I hv for me.I can nvr understand him,I nvr can noe y,I nvr can noe his feeling for me.I felt complete when we used to be together but nw,even after 2 relatuonships,I still don't feel complete,like there is something left out.I don't think he ever was serious bout me.Even though it was crap of him the way he treated me like I was juz a free prostitute ,but we did hv a very gud time too.I always miss the way he kissed my forhead once n gently said I love u to my ears.He will nvr remember it bcuz he nvr do.Yes,after so long we broke up,I'm still in love with a crap n jack ass bastard.I wonder y.heh...Yesh,his name is geoffrey,but we would nvr be 2gether bcuz he n me,the spark is too much.He doesn't remember anything anymore.I hate him yet I do love him very much n deeply in my heart.He will nvr understand wad I would feel bcuz he has no clue to how much I went through but I doubt he had interest in it.I'm juz an idiot still pacing through a past memory.Reality hurts!

Let me tell U how i feel!

I feel hurt,stupid and also an idiot for giving second thoughts that if u were about ur request.And then u just dissappear or more like ignored me.U r always hot and cold towards me.I cannot understand whether u r just joking around with me or u think that its ok just get wad u want from me n just leave without being responsible bout it.i cannot know when u r serious!u nvr understand me cuz all u ever asked me about is wad u always want.Stop for a minute n think bout it.U push me aside n den u ask me to be happy den u say u want to step bck in my life n u retreat bck out.is this a joke?do u noe how hurtfull it is.Do u wad a pain n agany i went through juz to push my feeling for u all the bck n behind.Do u noe how much i thoght i was going insane or i was insane when u just left me without a sign tat u even cared.U hv problems?well so do i!Open ur eyes,u're not the only 1 who has.Have u tk time to get to noe me?get to noe wad i want?asked wad i wanted for once in ur life?Do u noe how much i went through when u were not here.All i wish for...u wouldnt understand.This song is to show u how i feel.

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