Juz want someone tat can hold me tightly n nvr let me go.

I hv to admit tat the most relaxing n safe place is not wat I can feel in my house nw.I dunno y but I still haven found the person tat can gv me security n always will make me feel "its all gonna be alrite" feeling.all I wan is a simple n innocent enuh relationship but I guess the rite person for me has nt come out of the act yet.its nt any1 u find,its tat special feeling inside u tat tells u its "him" instantly~i wish I can wish for a new begginning of life,to be renewed.

Recollecting old memoirs~

As weird as it seemns but life is really a big big big circle,n when u think bck of the times,u'll see tat it always comes bck to square one only it gets better this time.
September 18th 2008,the very 1st time I felt real true love n craziness n everything else for a person.Everything abt my life changed since tat day on my very bday.Den it comes to January 2009,I came to pyramid n started to work.The very 1st place I felt enjoying to work in.Relationship fails a lot tat time but my freindship blooms,n den I left tat very place filled with emotions of sad,joy,happy,fun n misery to start at another place,but things only got complicated n worse but in all those situation,I had my lessons n I grew from it.Its not all bad,of course I hv frens who stud by me all the way till this very day:) May 1st 2010,I came bck to the very 1st place that witness my 1st step of life change.funny but this time,I know more n I choose my options wisely.n my frens grew bigger n more :)

A girl that has a special guy fren but not your bf.

I find the phrase "每个女孩都有一个不是你男朋友的男朋友。"there is also a video on it at youtube.I find it very true.I admit that I do have.This is a fren , aguy fren n he is not fren any fren u noe from or any working place but juz random.u n him can connect in many ways but hv nvr realise tat u r not couples. That thought nvr came to me when I met this guy. He is some1 that I know in or got to know in a weired way n our freindship has lasted since then till now. I can relate to him n so can he n I can be so comfortable with more than anyone else.he is seemingly sweet n caring n cute.(No,it is not ryan!)But I can say that we juz hv a special connection but nvr thought to be couples.I admit I do like him b4 but it nvr oCcur to me if he did but It doesn't matter.I like the way we r nw.Its always comfortable to noe that I hv someone special n connective n understandable of me to go to or cry to in bad or sad times.He is special in many ways to me.How abt u??