Today is a very moody for me.I don't know y but my feelings today are so heavy in my heart.I feel total lost of life's dirrection~My manager has been telling me so much of things happening in her life,its kois to her n is driving her to the brink of crazziness n soon to a pychitrist.I've been wondering maybe I am at the brink of losing it myself too!My mind can't just focus n I hv been thinking so much lately but abt wad ,just abt everything n it juz gvs me feeling of uncertainty.when I think of turning to a fren or any1,I thought through n there was no 1 in my list tat I could told.That made me feel even worse .0feelings r a heavy thing n dun wanna feel so heavy feelings,its such a heavy n endless burden inside me.I feel I can juz go jump of a building easily.
I hv been also poundering of my feelings tat r still stuck in the past,I don't y but I still hv a slight wound tat hasn't closed n maybe its ME!Maybe I hv been too stuborn to move forward when he already did.I don't know~I'm really starting to lose it.Losing the touch of reality n world infront of me.
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