Yesh...i'm bck after how long of not blogging...my comp crash so i hv no time nor conveniant access to blog...aiz...sad sad story...wad hit me to blog bck now?well...i feel board n it ran over my mind...part of it is that excuse ... another part is reality struck me yesterday.A hard reality!
Three months ago, a dear friend of mine or rather a special person to me,was admitted to rehab n it was 3 months.he came nck last week n really changed.I'm of course happy for him =)
We met up yesterday morning,and of course after 3 months,we had to update each other....
So we spoke den we departed but we did msg at night.
That is when i realise of wad we spoken that kind of make me 'wake up'.He asked a very interesting question and i was struck by it on how to answer.but den as i thought abt it,i answered the question unexpeectedly.I couldnt beleive that i would say it n live up to it.It was that very moment that i realise n i woke up that there was such a difference between us after 3 months n i finally understood wad he meant by 'it would be better for us to be apart ' the last itme he said it.
It was a sad n painful hit to my heart n head but it was struck so clear that i know that is the truth n i finall acccept it.He woke me up in so many ways n his change helps me to be better in life too.
He already has a special place in my heart n he always will cuz to me nobody can replace him but i know we both would move on.I wish him best in everything n i wish him the courage that he needs in the future.Though it is impossible den i shall keep memories of us 4ever in my heart.
Reality is harsh!
Finaally...a song for everyone n personally meaningfull to me ^^
oh.. you're back!! haha
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